Ever since birth

Ever since birth, I dreamed about heaven on earth\ but still murdaz occur, and I still wonder watz the cure\so let me find out\so much stress make me wanna blow my mind out\it feel like my soul locked up and my hearts on time out\

meanwhile niggaz dyin, mommas cryin and da government still lyin\my head hurtin kuz all I hear is shots firen and police sirens\

ride or die has always been da question of my life\but through my strife\seems like all I ever had waz my gun and my knife\yea I had ruff life\

to you, but to me its nice\or maybe its mean\spend all my time chasin dis green\it seems obscene, naw meen , but its all I kno\money ho’s and clothes\aint really got no home\ so where do I go…

I don’t know, I juss feel like I aint got no soul\but only got one goal and that’s to survive\ im from da hood so you kno 5hit real\I’ma hustla just tryna get a quick meal\ datz why I grip steel\and spit krillz\i jus lookin for a diploma and a record deal\ I kno my methods ill\but still,

im jus doin wat I gotta do\kuz in da fridge there aint a lotta food\but still I carry da tool\even in skool\kuz niggaz get killed ova da color blue\and da sad part is itz so true\

so you know wat I’ma do\spit krack ova these pro tools\becaus momma raised no fool\

im from drinkin 50 cent sodas and thinkin bout ridin high in range rovas\ Im from cigarette butts and handcuffs where grown men stand up and tell little boys man up\Im from sky scrapers and apartment buildings where people get high like the apartments ceilings\Im from chicks wit fat butts and dudes wit they gats tucked sayin if anyone act up they get clapped up\Im from weed and greed and workin for weed and seed,just tryna survive and have everything I need\Im from mom yellin at me and tellin me its time to go to skool\ But I didn’t want to, kuz I felt like I was to cool.

Ron-G a.k.a Ronnie robinson